Hi
I know this one is too cheesy. Hahaha! But I just felt like writing one.
You know what? It feels great waking up every morning knowing that there is someone smiling and happy because of you.
These past few months, I never expect something great will happen. Late last year, I was praying to God. I was praying like, " Lord, kahit na po 'wag Niyo munang ibigay siya sakin. Kahit makilala ko lang muna, okay na po ako doon.". But His plan was different from what I want. That plan shocked me from the very first of seeing you on screen. I never thought of anything but just felt the feeling that you're nice. God make use of the people I love to make our roads cross - unusual place and time.
You were wearing your perfectly tailored white uniform that day. I can't explain the feeling. My heart beat was at its maximum speed and for a couple of seconds; I was struck by your smile. I didn't know if that will be the first and last time of meeting you. But I was grateful. I was hopeful it wasn't.
For almost three months, I never asked for anything else. God has given me a gift which a "Thank You" is not enough. And then, I've realized that His timing is always perfect. His plans will never fail. And all He wanted is for me to be happy. He make things work differently for me to see and feel His love. We may not understand at first but we'll realize it in time.
For you, who has given me such overflowing love since the day we first talked, thank you. I know this feeling is still vague. We're on stage of making things clear in our minds and hearts. I am afraid, afraid of everything. Afraid that things will not work out for both of us knowing that we still need to know each other well. Apparently, the world is playing with us. The mere fact that distance keeps us from getting what we want is a hint that we need to struggle hard. But because you held my hand and made me feel that we can get through this together, I know nothing is impossible. With God's guidance, we can make things work. You already know how much gladness I feel right now because of you. I will not publicly expose everything na. (Just to make them curious about it, hahaha!) Thanks, for everything. :)
Rheena :)
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